Monday, February 15, 2010

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Living inside my head


Waking to dreams

When does reality end?

Is it really what it seems?

Drifting along the waters

No longer can see the shore

Unlocking the madness

Trapped behind the door

Restlessness is often

Leaving nothing to explore



Living inside my head

Lost it all

A tiny care in the world

Left me small

Water swallows me

I continue to drown

Gurgling is a choke

No longer with a sound

As the tide pulls me down

Looking for arms that are

No longer around

Cassandra K Garduno

Runaway Dreams

I fell into a dream, harder than I should

I would wake up only if I could

I hear voices talking to me

Trapped in my mind, won't someone wake me please

Paralyzed by an unspeakable fear

Wondering if I am still here

No longer with a voice, I can no longer shout

Help me in this dream like state I need a way out

My heart threatening to explode as it races

A hellish realization with too many faces

Life filled with distortions

Semi conscience things come alive with contortions

I can hear, but I can't move or speak

A silent cry, no one to hear me weep

Trapped in a prison, I'll wait and see

My dreams up and ran off with me

Cassandra K Garduno

Ebb

Deeper, deeper I ebb and fall.

A child once again helpless and small.

Slowly in my head the walk fades into a crawl.

In my dreams I can escape my despair and woe.

Into slumber there I must go.



Deeper, deeper my mind is at ease.

Only in my world of slumber can I find peace.

Restlessness sets in and I must implore.

Through the many rooms in my head I begin to explore.



Deeper, deeper I become numb.

Chase away the nightmares before they come.

To escape deeper into my head I must run.

Cassandra K Garduno

Child of Jesus

Child of love know that you came from heaven above

Child of Jesus let the Lord guide you in your ways

Child of faith always pray at the end of the day

With your mouth closed listen closely for His voice

With you eyes open always look to make the right choice

With your arms outstretched for Him you must always reach

There are lessons for you in life the He is trying to teach

Use Jesus as your model all through your life

He will be your rock in good times and in strife

In this life never be less than kind

Know the wherever you go Jesus won’t be far behind

He gave you His love and His dedication

Jesus is the reason you have complete salvation

Your eternal life is something you can anticipate

One-day angels for you will open up heaven’s gates

Until then keep focused on Jesus so you may never stumble

In life always try to be modest and humble

Always know for you He has set a path

May your life be joyous and never forget to laugh



Cassandra Kaye Garduno

Boy Wonder

      Gabriel never ceases to amaze me.  The boy who hates to tie his shoes is always constantly playing let's make a deal, just  amazed me.  We were at school waiting for the bell to ring.  Mass chaos on the playground kids running around and Gabriel was among them.  Suddenly he holds out his arms to his friend Jacob and says stop.  Then he continues on to say to him " Jacob your shoes are untied, your going to get hurt."  Gabriel bends down and ties both shoes for Jacob.